Well just as it says I'm kinda back, to those who know why please don't tell... Well anyway I've missed everyone on here I really did, everything as changed maybe for the better I think. I'm no longer with my husband anymore, but..... I am seeing an amazing guy named Knives hes friend and I have to say he's so nice to me, treats me well he looks after me & our new joy in life... *points to my belly*....yup thats right, I'm two weeks into our new life with my love